Despite a challenging upbringing in a post war family in Germany,I found ways to cope through art as nearly self taught and a consequently natural rejection of traditional pathways such as marriage and children which led to a rare Kundalini awakening, the disruption of all career plans and  I had to master it through various ways. I lost everything and nearly my life, a forced career break for the sake of healing childabuse; thats evolution, had to leave my own country to cope and heal, art of life and making art was the only way to enhance my vision and survive emotionally;Everyone understands what cancer is and one only has to mention this and all support flows in however mentioning a Kundalini rise nobody understands.In 1990 I had a Kundalini awakening and lost everything and nearly my life, nobody cared. My journey as a resilient and visionary artist highlights an evolution that bridges the tangible and intangible, the personal and universal. By integrating surrealist techniques which includes the non conformist appoach through photo editing my digital work embodies a synthesis of diverse experiences, visionary states and innovative technology, creating a rich tapestry that celebrates the beauty of form and formlessness in a constantly evolving artistic landscape.